Insomnia

Can't sleep.
It's only 1:23am
And I did take a nap today
Surprise!
I take a nap every day
I feel like an old lady
Or a kindergartner

Just been thinkin'
About life
... I do that a lot
Sometimes too much

The question on my mind most of the time
tends to be one no one else can answer...
Who am I?
What makes me... me.

Am I readable?
Do I hide my feelings well?
Am I moody?
Do I make people happy?
Am I weird?
Do I make sense?
Am I mean?
Do I follow my dreams?
... are they worth following?

Asking such thought provoking questions
Probably doesn't help insomnia.

Smart McKae...
Real smart.

SURF

The other day my friend Li was trying to help me realize my full potential
By telling me that i should take art classes
I quickly shot the idea down as I doodled in my notebook
Been there done that
Not my thing...
He went on to suggest I could be a fashion designer...
a web designer...
tattoo artist...

Wait what?!?!?!?

Great idea huh?
Hahah sad to say I was hooked.
So I went home and started working on my artistic skills.
Lets just say it needs work
But im on my way lol.

No worries its just pen.

Popoki (hawaiian for cat)

I've found that Heavenly Father has many ways of showing his love for us.

This week has been quite a downer...
Just been trying to keep my head up...
It's all I can focus on,
Unless I want to break down into tears...
Tears that wouldn't solve anything.

Well yesturday I heard a cat meowing outside our hale.
I LOVE kitties!!!
I went outside and called for it.
It ran straight into my arms!
Just sitting there holding that sweet thing
Made me smile.

I don't know if that little kitty could warm the heart of anyone else.
But it sure made me feel better.

Life is beautiful
We just gotta remember to look.